I don't know what is getting to me recently, these few weeks, whatever had passed of 2011. I don't even know where to start and THIS IS VERY FRUSTRATING.
Ok im still going to try. That's what we keep doing. We keep trying and trying and HEY THAT IS VERY FRUSTRATING TOO!!!!!!!!!!! The only word that can describe what i am feeling now: awcaklmcaajbjebbjraslaliwhjejcneu.
See, its not even a word. Beauty of languages.
Honestly, on some days it just feels like i am in a field of cute little daisies and the sunshine pouring gloriously over me and everything sloshed in a wonderful basin of colours. And on some other days i just want to yell WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON WHY IS THE SUN SO FUCKING BLAZING HOT DAISIES MY FOOOOOOOOOT and i feel like a vile human being not worthy to be on earth nor anywhere else. Did i mention unworthy, useless and acompleteattentionseekingwhore OMG I DID NOT JUST SAY THAT OF MYSELF!! :O
AND THEN HOLYSLIPPERY! TURN OF EVENTS IM ACTUALLY HAPPY NOW HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA