its the crazy studying period again.
i get migraines, eye bags, dark eye circles, and i can feel ultimately low without any strand of confidence or self esteem. i get intimidated by the people around me and by mere words and equations.
i know teachers and everyone are just saying, why didnt you start studying earlier!
and here comes all my excuses hehe.
well, i just cant see how i can remember the stuff if i study say, 1month back!
so all i can think of is that, i will just keep writing and writing till my muscles actually recognize the strokes of writing. yeah. if that helps.
ALRIGHT DONE COMPLAINING AND WHINING AND ALL THE KIASU-SINGAPOREAN-THOUGHTS
im off to study now, at 11.45pm.
optimum study time, immense concentration!
best for sleeping.